just one more:
a cascade of colors
leaves me drenched in their aroma
a single orb of light illuminates a perfect painting
drowned in devotion
restless butterflies dance
and slowly fall to the floor
a persistant questioning force
echoes through the night sky
as turquoise beads break from a necklace
and fall
heavy raindrops
putting out all the candles
that sit lined outside my front door
im covered in a light haze
bid farewell and sit still
hearing whispers scream in my head
and feeling so small
as my shadow overpowers the sidewalk
a collage of life
pasted over the flaws of a wall
scribbled on
trying to make everything perfect for the sunset
for the wind to ruffle the lace bedcovers
making my own chain of stars
each to wish on and then let disapear
but never forget
and leave muddy footprints
on white tile floors
hoping there will never be a day when they dont fade
im straining to hear you
as a pounding head cries out for silence
finally midnihgt
glowing fingers trace an invisible profile
and a second hopeless glance
towards disregarded christmas decorations
before cutting patterned hearts
to paste on white doilies
then burry myself in blankets
and hold a flashlight
afraid to be lost in darkness
and dream of your warm hands covering my cold ones
as i fight greay ice
with the sunlight pourng down on me
and we dance
yeah, its all deep. dont even try to read into it. its got tons of emotions laced in! sorry. hope you like it anyways.